it probably was my fault to go too far. i shouldnt have said so much. im sry. i probably hurt u by teasing u. however i wasnt teasing ur name. i cnt c whr is the link between the name 'john' n ur name. u said it urself ur john. well i noe kiddin oni. bud im kidding oso. u couldnt take my words so seriously rite? as my friend u should noe i always teased ppl. bud i meant no harm. just wanted to liften up the atmosphere tat time. mayb i hurt u with ur words. bud u hurt me with urs too. tat strong word wasnt used on me at all b4. well except those times whn ppl were just playing arnd n said it to me. i tink tis is the first time someone said tat word so seriously towards me. okay shocked.

like wad geraldine had said. we not finding out hu's fault. just wanted to get our idea our thoughts heard. sry for stealing :X anw. i duno how to react. tats bcos i noe im wrong to tease u so much. so much tat u couldnt take it. bud u were laughing with us oso. if u tink im so wrong. now im saying 'im sry' im sry for not rplying ur msg. its not tat i din wan to rply u. or i din wan to b ur frien anymre. or im angry at u. i just din noe how to react. i jus want to 逃避现实. cos i duno how to face. so for the time being. i oni cn say sry to u. arhh tats all. im feeling so so wierd. i duno how to describe it.

im oso lousy in band. anw ur not tat lousy oso. im lousier dhen u okay. mouthpiece mine is oso chipped off. bud i heck oso.

anw my phone spoilt ystd nite. bud revived after i 'master reset' it today. if not i couldnt msg. im so happy! bud ._. okay. nvm. im just gona chill n tink things over. n geraldine plss take bus home with us home again! i want uuuuuuuuuuuu ):

i swear nxt yr i would score much much beter results dhen tis yr. nxt yr i would play my clarinet much much much much beter dhen tis yr.


no mood to rply tags. so sry.